Thursday, July 18, 2013

tears stream down my face

This week has been hard. I'm gonna come out and say it. I feel so emotionally drained.

One of my closer friends wrote a very long message to me. It was so hurtful.
I couldn't help, But let the tears stream down my face.

I felt:

And so much more.
I don't think I've ever been that mad at someone before.

I wanted to never see her again.

The next day she wrote back, Saying. She was really upset and confused.
She must have said "sorry" at least 20x!

I knew i should forgive her and move on, But i didn't want to. I wanted her to feel as bad as she had made me. I wanted to say i hated her and ever see her again.

But then i took a step back. 
What would God want me to do?

Love her
Lead her to the lord
Realize that since she isn't a christian, There is a lot she doesn't understand about me
Realize that everyone makes mistakes.
Be a good representation of Christ
Be there for her

I always want to run away from people when they hurt me, But sometimes you have to take a step back and realize how much they need you. And stay

It's hard, But God would want me to forgive and move on.
And i really wouldn't want to lose her friendship. 

So with the mercy of God, that's what i shall do. 

Hannah <3

Saturday, July 6, 2013

4th Of July Memories!

Here are some reasons this 4th Of July week was a blast....

Playing volleyball and not doing half bad!

Jumping on the trampling while holding hands with my friends.

Running around the yard with sparklers and singing Fireworks.

Simply being with friends

My sister's Graduation party

Getting a new camera! Ahhhhh

Dancing to my hearts content

Swimming, Slashing and Water Marco Polo.

Being Immature.

Wearing Red, White and Blue.

Baseball Games.

 Playing carpet ball and spoons

 Having a friend spend the weekend.


Cute guys ;) 
Eating ice cream while watching River Dance.
Looking for formal dresses at goodwill for a play.
Talking to my Bestie!
Getting a tan (even tho it's a bit of a farmers tan!)

These are just a few reasons why my 4th Of July week rocked!
Hope you had an AWESOME 4th Of July too! :)

Hannah <3