Tuesday, January 16, 2018



I'm happy. 

For once in my life happy isn't a sad thought.
Happy isn't just a wishful dream of something i'll never be or have.


I'm happy. 

Once you realize that the world doesn't need to be held on your own shoulders, but that there is a God that is strong enough to carry the whole universe on his shoulders; it's pretty easy to be happy. 

Wednesday, April 19, 2017

Midnight Dreams.

Dream have a way of reminding us of what the heart still feels. 

My midnight dreams like to remind me that once you love, you never forget. The heart isn't so easy to forget what the mind thinks is too painful to remember. 

But the daylight scares those dreams away; I'm okay with that.

Thursday, November 10, 2016



i wanted so badly to make you feel whole. 


i wanted to put all the broken bits and pieces back together. as if the world had never touched you. 


but then, i realized.


some people like being broken.


but some people want to be saved.


you just have to learn the difference.


Tuesday, November 8, 2016

fall tunes.

It's november. i dyed my hair red and these are some tunes i'm listening to this fall. 


greg laswell - high and low 

andrew belle - you 

the japanese house - face like thunder

joy williams - we can never go back 

ed sheeran - one 

niall horan - this town 

imogen heap - you know where to find me 

the fray - sing low 

the 1975 - fallingforyou

Tuesday, November 1, 2016

i decided.

i decided to keep fighting // that i had a little more left to give //

i decided i couldn't let go // i decided that's okay // for now 

hearts do break // time does heal // forgiveness is possible // trust can be restored

love is hard // love is real // 

but the fact that we survive off of the love of others, was reason enough to try and love again //

Thursday, August 25, 2016

2am sky.

I like to believe that one day i'll wake up, and everything will be okay. 
That all those haunted dreams in my head will become reality and fantasy bites the dust.
That somewhere between here and there, all the star dust in the 2am sky will fall into place. 
That you and i will find the place where humans don't tear at each others limbs, and words don't burn like bullet holes.  

Thursday, August 11, 2016

Currently- August


listening-  aurora (i went to far) and chvrches (clearest blue)

eating- thai food. omg guys, where has it been my whole life?
watching- pretty little lairs. nothing new here.
missing- my best friend
drinking- iced ginger peach tea.

loving- my new teddy bear from build-a-bear. (yes, i'm an adult. why do you ask?) 

wearing- new high heel shoes from forever 21. hella fine.
reading- nothing. no time. life is sad sometimes.  

dreaming- i wanna travel the world. touch, breath, and feel everything.